Drowning in a black hole,
Darkness that never ends.
Hopelessness at the end
Of a tethered, frayed rope.
Choking on an unknown lump,
Without any relief,
Everything is colorless,
A rope around my ankles
With an enormous rock attached.
Sleep is the only avoidance,
Helpless like a scared child,
Frightened of yourself,
Feeling worthless.
Crushing sadness for no reason,
Reaching out,
And there is no one.
Feeling controlled
By an abusive lover,
Monotony, sitting and staring.
Train in a dark tunnel
Coming at you.
The demon taunts.